Wednesday, July 23, 2008

My penis is up and running

As i said until 16 the only thing my penis was used for hand jobs, my hand! The discovery of the pussy, the cunt, the beaver....the what so fucking ever you wanna call the magic box, was not as pleasant as the masturbation, because i was stone drunk and scared shitless, it was...ok. I will get back to the "ok" part. For now let's talk about the scared part.
It's funny if i think about it now, but then...OMG...i was terrified. The eventual pain, or getting busted...or i don't know what fucked up reason, did not scare me, i was afraid that it whould be a failure.(, and that i am gay! hahahahah) But as it turned out, it was only my fucking head playing tricks on me. (and i am not gay...hiuuuu) I was new in the "fucking" with someone else business, and i did not knew what to do, where to kiss her, where to touch. It took me 5 minutes to find the spot, and another 10 to get in. It was dark so that could be a reason. After half an hour of "playing" fuck, we had a break, and we tried again. The second time it was better, but still shit, compared to what i do/know now. Anyway there was no orgasm that night, and we get to the "ok". I had so many expectations from sex, i don't know what the fuck was in my head, but it was wrong. there was no music after the sex, no angels came to say "god going boy!" there was...just me and her, alone, naked, scared, disoriented in a dark room. Sounds even more scary than it was. But i am happy it was like it was, and that we did it! We are still doing it, after 9 years, but now...ohh boy, now after sex....i hear the music, and i see the angel. The being alone and naked part, felling the heat of her body makes me realize that i am just one of many, that lost his virginity at 16.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008

The awakening of my Penis

I have a Penis! Because i am a man. The existence of a penis, attached to my body, does not make me unique, but it gives me personality. 15 cm of, strong, powerful, bold, personality. You know how people say that the dog is the mans best friend? Fuck that, the penis is the mens best friend! Imagine having a dog in your pants, or imagine putting a dog in some girls ass...that's just wrong.
I was amazed when i found out that i can use my penis for other things then pissing. I heard from older boys all kind of stories, but they only managed to make me wonder even more. All that toke an end when i had my first orgasm, it was of course self induced, the huge explosion made my balls hurt. The cum was all over my left leg, the light in the room was just wright, it was not to hot, it was not to cold, and the fact that my mother didn't walk in on me, made the moment perfect. The next 3 years, until i got 16, i invested every single moment in trying, and trying....and trying, to CUM, and the fact that every single time i was successful, gave me even more courage.
Now, 12 years later, i can say that i am a master in masturbation. If there where some awards in this domain, or at least some king of recognition, my work, hand work, would live on for eons.
I'm proud of my penis, and i am proud to say that he and my hand make a hell of a team.